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March / April

Saturday, March 16
pleasant evening with a couple friends of BB, parents of a tireless little girl, Jade. Evocation with Human the Israeli-Palestinian imbroglio, terror felt against the barbaric admitted in the documentary in three parts, Intimate Enemies, by former soldiers of the war Algeria. All these ordinary people who can indulge in the most abject bestiality, worse even for without vital goal, that amaze me. The long road to what is claimed humanity do that portends guts to air, butcher always repeated and unnecessary killings. Sunday, March 17


Very good anchorage of my relationship with BB. The serious constructive (with child (ren)) is in the crosshairs.
relations will perpetuate Lyon: friendship with Elo accomplice affirmed, with Bonny monitoring sparkling ... Out with Katya, who has not assumed the amicable relationship that I wanted. A weekend at Easter and John Shue with BB. Very busy and finally surrounded.
And writing? Some fragmentary scraps. I return to Bachelard decryption for my speech next Tuesday at Clermont Ferrand for students who prepare the PERC by Galen.


Wednesday, April 3 at the resort and John Shue, in a bright Lutry was very pleasant for BB and me. Still plagued by the perception of others about my sweetheart, I thought I detected in Shue, in his lack of enthusiasm in his unspoken (if it normally prolific in the analysis), a cooling against BB. Sending a mail yesterday to clarify the matter. His terse answer ("Why are you telling me?") Only makes me stronger in my first impressions. Whatever may confess Shue, I am proud that I have felt for BB, without outside influence. Whatever its flaws, I must weigh the positives it brings me immense, extreme kindness and gentleness of her everyday.
Lunch with Sally this afternoon, passing for day in Lyon. Some news of scattered northerners and members of his family. Note
drift violent Attorney Hubert, a small one, had "massacred" (as Sally) in the presence of his girlfriend's mother. The separation-reunion this sordid emotional yo-yo come to an end (or continue?) In abject marital violence . Its function as prosecutor, with the feeling of power it confers, has reinforced these trends well at home. I remember, rue Vercingetorix, the remnants of emotional release on his then-girlfriend : Hair by the handful. The complaint of assault had grazed. This time, the consequences seem more drastic: loss of custody over the child and risk of job transfer. Sally explains that this defect, in Hubert, stems directly from his mother.
Very nice relationship with Sally (I'm invited back, with BB, in Royan for a week in August), but whenever she tries to educate me with some news of the castle. His fears about the behavior of Hubert regarding taking possession of the castle, against Vanessa, after Heim's death, strike me as an indirect call.
The Government of Israel to endian engaged in a very disturbing war repressions. Anti-Semitic acts are increasing in the world. When will they understand that we must ignore the attacks of Palestinian suicide bombers and decide on a strong act immediately: the withdrawal from the occupied territories. This is the only way to create a favorable shock to the resumption of negotiations. It falls into that infernal law of retaliation that would come at the sacrifice of human beings in both belligerents before the inevitable agreement which shall, within one year, a century, ten centuries required. We have known this gear with Algeria.
With all that history has taught us, these processes continue to blinkers involutions is much more serious than those of our ancestors, because much more easily preventable. Buffoonery that universal consciousness: the particularities barbaric reign unchallenged. Thursday, April 4


Dull, dull presidential backyard. Before Chirac yesterday: half aggressive without plume, riveted on his general pontifications, annoyed by the slightest spiking journalism. Jospin yesterday: surly technician, unable to relieve a little humanity starched his joyous demonstrations, ignoring all the journalists nod in this direction (see the allusion to his new role subsidiary, grandfather, unless that exclusivity in Paris-Match not preclude it from meeting any reference to this topic Private). And behind the slew of minor candidates who are offended by this intellectual segregation. A first round in the middle school holidays, as another sign for the citizen avoid shifting electoral deal with holiday ideas. The only emotional moments of this campaign have been the two news items identified by their place of course, as the process of metonymy wine: Evreux (father beaten to death while he was defending his son racketeering) and Nanterre ( board a whack on the council).
I do not know what my future will consist professional year and if I'll actually get into a new thesis project, this time to keep me on pain of wallow in the ridiculous. Galen, where I am right now (for glue medicines Grange-Blanche), then stop after four years of loyal service. Too much time spent on the works program for next year. I will spend my summer Leautaud. My existence
marries with modest goals, but the serenity was rooted fundamental. Not a loss of lucidity, I think to see much clearer, however, not cramped approach to life.

Tuesday, April 16
The most endearing
gruff delivery last night by Louise, the sister BB, the Literary Journal of Leautaud in nineteen volumes, published in the decade of 50, for the most part, the Mercure de France. 1500 francs (220 euros) in a bookseller Nantes: a case of opening my juicy prospect of again plunged into the socio-fresco intimate volumes XIII to XIX. The major work Leautaud finally in my library. I'll be able to make the volume XIII, borrowed several years ago to Heim and whose reading is dominant between eclipses. Pleased to find these pages in thick paper, almost cloth, these white blankets, sobriety misleading who dares to open, the scent of well-preserved old book at the age serene to deliver the experience of a man's life. I have yet to find a supervisor to immerse myself in the world Leautaud: gallery of portraits of people who matter in the literature, those flogged, allusions to current events to redial. Thursday, April 18


Afflicting the absolute lack of intellectual curiosity of most students I am. Confined to their ready-to-live unsurprisingly, the brainless fun anime only their poor existence.
I still have not called Heim, and I have no desire.

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