Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Best Resort In Hawaii



Wednesday, July 3
Stay in ancient Arles with BB, his sister Louise, was modeled from the most unexpected fun. A friend of A. .- C., encountered at random streets (Viola) and its companion themselves receiving another couple (Aurelie and Amoeba) and here is a joyous troop made to achieve the dream beach in the depths of the Camargue, to the lighthouse Gachole. The opportunity to discover the pleasant feel of these young people during a march accomplice (my mind was in one of his good days where distributed burst out and meet a public receptive), then a improvised fishing for clams.
The Sunday meal at the outlet (about three kilograms of these very tasty small shells) with the duo lil Marie (the young woman discovered by her writing) and Fabrizio more. At nine in the small apartment of Louise pleasant accents are confirmed. Elo
failed his first year of GEA. Headache and repeated hospitalization have mortgaged his chances. With an average of 9.77 it is not yet passed away from a feat, especially since a record has gone to 9.83. I'm off this morning at Saint-Cyr to finalize a letter to the Director of the IUT in the hope of revising the decision.
Lunch at home with BB and Elo. Friday, July 5


Waiting for my match in Lausanne. Fifty minutes to beat four minutes of travel to Lutry if I did not have my big suitcase with wheels, I chose to walk there.
The most endearing gruff
Playing a few weeks of the year 44 in Volume XVI of Leautaud JL: horror felt and registered address systematic massacres (like the one held in Poland at the beginning of the war and reported in Combat ) confirmed the total absence of ideology in his deadly or indulgence which would advocate to pass through the blood to the fulfillment of the doctrine defended.
Perhaps the best way to study for my thesis, would be to show how the Journal captures in all its complexity (and its contradictions if any) the philosophy of a man over a lifetime. Without putting distance calculator, without staging post, the JL trace on the bright feelings, the feelings, moods its author. Writing a genuine diarist was probably more difficult to be attractive to the reader, because it is adorned with no construction premeditated and its aesthetics to limit spontaneity more or less talented of the first jet. The transcript linear, fragmented and subjective account of what at the time T of the act of writing has coherence only for the fresco existential being built and the completion of which required the diarist.

Saturday, July 6, 18h
fleet for the second day Lutry after a Friday radiant. Yesterday afternoon
Shue spent with John was a business trip, and Mary, who has recovered well from his tuberculosis (but treatment continued over several months).
immense pleasure to meet for a few hours a duality friendly with Shue. The fineness of his psychological analysis of my relationship with my BB confirmed its high intellectual quality and sense of others. If our relationship is perpetuated (what she believes and wishes) BB will give implicit tolerance exist to seduce my needs.
Meals and evening shared with Mary, always fascinating in its mysticism, but that has opened up to other more prosaic. Passage home after a walk in Lutry: it lets me see his book of photos of his New York period where she tried modeling career (amazing ability to multiply their faces, and a beautifully crafted aesthetic) and his last work in progress on the key stages of its existence. Memories metaphorized , spiritual accents, cut into short stories that portray slices of life. She also shows the correspondence received from the literary director of Grasset, before and after an interview in Paris on his story inspired . Side faith she realized she was not made for life in religious community and is in monthly contact with spiritual director who is inclined to renunciation provisional creation (writing, painting) and tests in her ability to obey. Still single, she expects her thirty years (December 18 this year) to consider a new meeting sentimental.
Note: Alise, counsel for New York I have to see next July 15 in Paris, is the granddaughter of the former High King of Ethiopia, Haile Selassie. This explains the aristocrat who comes to her with his nobility port.

Monday, July 8, 0:30
Lutry Last night, as always welcomed like a prince by Shue. Moments of pure pleasure: the end of lunch on a deck, Lake Geneva against a backdrop of the Alps facing you, a glass of brandy in one hand, a Davidoff prepared by John in the other and the Literary Journal of Leautaud like universe matters; these few laps to swim in the pool at the Lausanne Palace , followed by a relaxation in the Jacuzzi adjacent. Festive moments: at the Festival of Montreux. Moments of calm and curiosity: support Marie and a friend, Servane in a religious community for a musical, the musical setting of poems by St. Therese of Lisieux, among other things.

Back to Lyon for a night at the Vienna Jazz Festival with BB.
Note that this immersion in the ephemeral atmosphere of a religious community has confirmed my feeling contradictory messages constructive and adherence to a certain moral rejection of the underlying conditioning and anthropocentrism that underlies the religious dogmas .

Sunday, July 14, 11:30
This third day in the cellar offers a Mediterranean blue. Parents, brother and sister of BB always so hospitable. The good spirit prevailing in this emotional family is the soul. It feels real affection on both sides, being the most demonstrative Louise. The boils and nice look of the father immediately won me: cream man actually. no-brainer for me in this world where I feel very appreciated, this does not prevent passionate debate as the classic Israeli-Palestinian conflict last night.
I forsake these pages to better immerse myself in the JL of PL, Volume XVII begins. Monday, July 15


family resort with Day B ... Pornic holiday resort Leautaud in the Scourge. On September 5, 1946, when he goes there for years, he says it to be bothered most of the time. No feeling of this sort for me. After a late lunch at Gourmandine, pancakes and tasty cakes, passing through a small crypts rocky beaches that offer small, round sand flush. Despite the low tide and rocks protruding invigorating immersion in water in the footsteps of Francis (the BB's brother) more motivated. Evening with BB in his oldest and dearest friend, Marie-Laure. The little boy of five, who believed in close ties with the BB, sulking my presence. Their conversation about children in a couple, the importance of having (our guests have had great difficulty in conceiving one) put me a little uncomfortable.


19:05. The changeover to express Big Lutece. Alise always radiant enthusiasm without pause, we improvised a pilgrimage Paris after the meal shared with his girlfriend Manal. Trip to the museum Dalí Montmartre where I could not resist buying a few reproductions of large and small sizes. Rapid approach of the triumphal arch before joining Adelaide and Nidia near the Louvre Museum. Another day as a blink, with the feeling of not having enough densified the too brief time allotted.
With Nidia, rapid evocation of my Journal : she asks where is his publication (the "family saga" has it named). I tell him (or her confirmation that Sally had already informed) that this editorial project is aborted, but does not prevent any proceeding. I would add, for these pages, he takes his size and independent voice, anonymous and without illusion. More prospect of glory and a poor official existence of this fresco subjective. Remains the accumulation of unvarnished feelings. The only way to balance and psychic link with writing these spontaneous outbursts remains insubstantial. In the TGV
half empty under the gray autumnal beauty accompanies this remote crossing ultrafast scar of steel, without glaring at me. A powerful loyalty to its existential objectives, perhaps his love. I should do mine this impermeability the surroundings and concentrate on what I already offered: love my BB, my thesis started, my dear friends. Relational end brings the multitude that fills in sham and liquefies the path we are trying to follow.

[email to Martin S.]
Tuesday, July 16, 24:39
Subject: Re Beausoir
Always your tone so lyrical ... I wish you the best travel ...
For me life unfolds nicely: my story continues with BB, I raised a thesis project of letters on Literary Journal Leautaud Paul, I take many long weekends among friends, I continue writing my Journal . That
synthetically ... I hope we meet someday.
With all my affection. Loïc


Saturday, July 27, 1:30 am
Seen Thursday night on Canal +, the barbaric spectacle of bullfighting. Prejudices very hostile to this playful cruelty, I take this chance of zapping late night to make me a better idea of the circus bloody flake. Conclusion: I better understand the fascination, or even spell, produced by these exhibitions. Bullfighters show themselves drug determination in the arena are being brushed by the enraged animal butchered for having made . Contrast perception that should not overshadow that playing with the life of an animal for his own pleasure is first and foremost inexcusable.


In a completely different note, saw tonight, to Nights Fourvière with my BB, the Barefoot Contessa Cape Verde, Cesaria Evora. Beautiful voice, but shy presence on stage.
19:40. The summer and uncompromising. A ballad with BB near ponds of Saint-Julien, near Grenoble. Tonight, we dine with the family F. and Sunday at the C., in their heavenly home in Charly, Relaxing with a pool ...

Voltage musical
The last song of Coldplay confirms my apt for their musical tone, a kind of semi dramatic tension state that slides into the break with restraint. A lyrical melody that enchants me. Back
few moments to Volume XVII Leautaud, year 48 ...

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