Tuesday, November 5, 0:30
Orphan of my BB last night, here it is distributed to two months of night work for emergencies.
Tapie The facilitator strives to lead labor journalistic debates and is effective for the synthesis and control of conduct. The last case of hyper-, in the words of expert Roland Jacquard exciting, confirms the grim turn of barbarous humanity.
13.15. Studious morning to leave the detailed biography of Leautaud to display in front of my office: and I hope to juggle the existential point of reference of the writer and feel better in the context of his psychological state.
Big pileup near Poitiers. Casualties in the tangle of jail a little more wrinkled exacerbate my aversion to this mode of transport, deadly weapons left available to everyone soon permit summary past. As the population does not agree to trim a bit on its freedoms, we will have to solve these killings as random road as natural disasters.
Forgot to tell the joyous Friday evening started with my BB, Marie-Noelle and her partner Thierry at home for a meal rich in conversation, then continued in a very comfortable cafe-box of old Lyon. Here we find Jerome Elo and surrounded by some pleasant acquaintances. The four hoary amid the young students: it has galvanized my fiber delirious night to entertain the troops. I was really inspired to transcend a time in this meeting déconnage improvised. My BB is definitely a very good psychological effect on me.
Wednesday, November 6, 1am.
What deserves praise in the process of Tapie is knowing enforce all invited by the public, including the most reviled Marine Le Pen. He was able to calm the boos and fit exchange within the strict limits of the subject ("talent is it transmitted genetically?). His verbal jousting with the father a few years ago, gives his behavior toward the girl even more merit.
23:30. Road, rail and air in the center of the delicacies of the grim reaper: pileup in smog, fire and toxic fumes in a sleeping car, plane crash in Luxembourg by mashed fatal pitch. Thursday, November 7
The thread of days feeling queasy, but I try to optimize the time for preparatory work on my thesis.
Friday, November 8, 23h
release duo club 30 gay find Eddy and Bonny. These anchors
Lyon should not obscure the extreme drift world, with its prospects for hyper cataclysmic.
The few fits and starts since the bloody September 11 would only be cutesy snacks next to the macabre feast in preparation. Or paranoid fantasy expert lucid wisdom and accurately informed? We were so far from imagining such chaos on American soil that beyond our benchmarks Western murderer in the sacrifice, must register in extreme motivation of wild children of Ben Laden.
Hitler will be remembered as the worst incarnation of paroxysmal head of state in the twentieth century, bin Laden has forged it as an icon in the infernal spiritual head of multiple mobilities uncontrollable terror for the twenty-first century emerging? The shape of our societies risk she sinking by their failure to control such outbursts of indiscriminate killings? Few
reason to laugh ... finally.
Entertainment a minimum to escape for a moment the gag lines of humanity, that the little that remains. The Manus
X coming to an end ...
3.30. Back Club: full to the point that clouds of smoke took the place of molasses impregnant. Still a lot of complicity with our two friends.
Sunday, November 10 12:55 pm. Texto Elo inviting us to share alcohol and grub Jerome at ... Obliged to decline the tempting proposal: we have dinner with an aunt BB (sister of his dad) to Craponne. Only happy postponed. Elo
tells me his quarrel with Cecilia, one of his accomplices great student, after the party shared in a cozy pub, a fortnight ago. The cause: a persistent girl sulking at this meeting so enjoyable, stuck to her boyfriend, and the allegation that Elo for inviting one of his ex, since friend and myself (!) Which does I never had any sentimental history beginning with her, even though my inner life resulted once in an effusion in this direction. An exclusive design and determined the relationship among the Cecile who deserves a quarantine. I renewed my appreciation
very positive about Jerome, and I am now in the depths, in perfect harmony with my position affective-friendly to Elo. O how good this is better clarity in the intimate wish the best for those we love a friendly, even if the earlier position has ventured closer to prospects. Premium and the context in this case, my love of BB and the formidable duo Jerome Elo can leave any doubt muddy. Perpetuating this link to the appropriate terminals. The brain of this masturbation dirty Cecilia was installed as the shared complicity. Monday, November 11
Six hours of conviviality in this pair of octogenarians in splendid form. The apartment where they set up their comfortable nest is at the center of Craponne and has a beautiful terrace yesterday soaked by incessant drizzle.
In the elevator, I notice that dressing plate feeder is the same as that of Sander's building with nine floors shown for buildings provided much less in height. Could I imagine that this sign was preparing a trivial link is much more singular? During the appetizer, I am interested in the activity of Uncle Remi. First surprise: he exercised Séta Rhodia, a subsidiary of Rhone Poulenc, the design of huge machines to produce, in particular, nylon, whose company had a monopoly patent for fifteen years. I confided that the father a former girlfriend, with whom I had long conversations, was commercial in this house. The late John R. being of the same generation, I inquire whether, despite the enormity of Rhodia at the time and different sectors of their activities, had he known. I then quoted Robert R., he knows well, the brother of John! The descent is made: I knew a couple Grézieu, the R. and the family of brother Craponne, and now joined by Sander and BB this incredible chance matches!
The last hour of conversation, after midnight, the men left the bank in a sporadic slumber.
[Email to Claire D.]
Monday 11 November at 6:41 p.m.
Subject: Wink passing
hope this mail is still valid.
I was delighted to hear from you, dear Claire.
For my part, I will celebrate one year of balancing a sentimental story, I hope it is the same for you.
What makes me write you: between two periods of work on my thesis, I devote myself to type my Journal in which I integrate my email correspondence with the most extensive by far is the one we kept. I'm just in this period (late 2000) and I find it unfortunate that one has strayed electronically ... For a friendly
resurrection, and with my most emotional memory.
[Email to Claire D.]
Tuesday, November 12 at 10:48 AM
Subject: What a great project
project, indeed! Choose Israel as a living, even at term, meets unfailing motivation. I am not surprised at the willingness to change your house, this long simmering. You keep this email address there and would you accept that it is linked emailstolaire ? The phrase "God bless you" is necessary, even from an agnostic like me. I wish you the most beautiful, softer sentimental harmonies, and if a toddler in your relationship emerges, it will be as fantastic for you. From my side, the fiber paternal maturing ... Where will you live, what will you do in this country? ... My curiosity gets the upper frantic ... Finally, find yourself in love with Yves brings a happy result of our correspondence via the Internet so that focused on troubles related to this story beset by turmoil. Always renewed pleasure to read you. I embrace you. Tuesday, November 13
The inertial mammoth of Education does unencumbered effective management of the payment of those he used. Last June, I watched various tests: while the staff of the public is paid at the rate of school hours, we have to beg other private reimbursement of expenses incurred. To this day, still nothing on the account! Application packages submitted in June, it looks like a Soviet treatment!
Thursday, November 14, 0:15
Orphan of my BB last night, here it is distributed to two months of night work for emergencies.
Tapie The facilitator strives to lead labor journalistic debates and is effective for the synthesis and control of conduct. The last case of hyper-, in the words of expert Roland Jacquard exciting, confirms the grim turn of barbarous humanity.
13.15. Studious morning to leave the detailed biography of Leautaud to display in front of my office: and I hope to juggle the existential point of reference of the writer and feel better in the context of his psychological state.
Big pileup near Poitiers. Casualties in the tangle of jail a little more wrinkled exacerbate my aversion to this mode of transport, deadly weapons left available to everyone soon permit summary past. As the population does not agree to trim a bit on its freedoms, we will have to solve these killings as random road as natural disasters.
Forgot to tell the joyous Friday evening started with my BB, Marie-Noelle and her partner Thierry at home for a meal rich in conversation, then continued in a very comfortable cafe-box of old Lyon. Here we find Jerome Elo and surrounded by some pleasant acquaintances. The four hoary amid the young students: it has galvanized my fiber delirious night to entertain the troops. I was really inspired to transcend a time in this meeting déconnage improvised. My BB is definitely a very good psychological effect on me.
Wednesday, November 6, 1am.
What deserves praise in the process of Tapie is knowing enforce all invited by the public, including the most reviled Marine Le Pen. He was able to calm the boos and fit exchange within the strict limits of the subject ("talent is it transmitted genetically?). His verbal jousting with the father a few years ago, gives his behavior toward the girl even more merit.
23:30. Road, rail and air in the center of the delicacies of the grim reaper: pileup in smog, fire and toxic fumes in a sleeping car, plane crash in Luxembourg by mashed fatal pitch. Thursday, November 7
The thread of days feeling queasy, but I try to optimize the time for preparatory work on my thesis.
Friday, November 8, 23h
release duo club 30 gay find Eddy and Bonny. These anchors
Lyon should not obscure the extreme drift world, with its prospects for hyper cataclysmic.
The few fits and starts since the bloody September 11 would only be cutesy snacks next to the macabre feast in preparation. Or paranoid fantasy expert lucid wisdom and accurately informed? We were so far from imagining such chaos on American soil that beyond our benchmarks Western murderer in the sacrifice, must register in extreme motivation of wild children of Ben Laden.
Hitler will be remembered as the worst incarnation of paroxysmal head of state in the twentieth century, bin Laden has forged it as an icon in the infernal spiritual head of multiple mobilities uncontrollable terror for the twenty-first century emerging? The shape of our societies risk she sinking by their failure to control such outbursts of indiscriminate killings? Few reason to laugh ... finally.
Entertainment a minimum to escape for a moment the gag lines of humanity, that the little that remains. The Manus
X coming to an end ...
3.30. Back Club: full to the point that clouds of smoke took the place of molasses impregnant. Still a lot of complicity with our two friends.
Sunday, November 10 12:55 pm. Texto Elo inviting us to share alcohol and grub Jerome at ... Obliged to decline the tempting proposal: we have dinner with an aunt BB (sister of his dad) to Craponne. Only happy postponed. Elo
tells me his quarrel with Cecilia, one of his accomplices great student, after the party shared in a cozy pub, a fortnight ago. The cause: a persistent girl sulking at this meeting so enjoyable, stuck to her boyfriend, and the allegation that Elo for inviting one of his ex, since friend and myself (!) Which does I never had any sentimental history beginning with her, even though my inner life resulted once in an effusion in this direction. An exclusive design and determined the relationship among the Cecile who deserves a quarantine. I renewed my appreciation
very positive about Jerome, and I am now in the depths, in perfect harmony with my position affective-friendly to Elo. O how good this is better clarity in the intimate wish the best for those we love a friendly, even if the earlier position has ventured closer to prospects. Premium and the context in this case, my love of BB and the formidable duo Jerome Elo can leave any doubt muddy. Perpetuating this link to the appropriate terminals. The brain of this masturbation dirty Cecilia was installed as the shared complicity. Monday, November 11
Six hours of conviviality in this pair of octogenarians in splendid form. The apartment where they set up their comfortable nest is at the center of Craponne and has a beautiful terrace yesterday soaked by incessant drizzle.
In the elevator, I notice that dressing plate feeder is the same as that of Sander's building with nine floors shown for buildings provided much less in height. Could I imagine that this sign was preparing a trivial link is much more singular? During the appetizer, I am interested in the activity of Uncle Remi. First surprise: he exercised Séta Rhodia, a subsidiary of Rhone Poulenc, the design of huge machines to produce, in particular, nylon, whose company had a monopoly patent for fifteen years. I confided that the father a former girlfriend, with whom I had long conversations, was commercial in this house. The late John R. being of the same generation, I inquire whether, despite the enormity of Rhodia at the time and different sectors of their activities, had he known. I then quoted Robert R., he knows well, the brother of John! The descent is made: I knew a couple Grézieu, the R. and the family of brother Craponne, and now joined by Sander and BB this incredible chance matches!
The last hour of conversation, after midnight, the men left the bank in a sporadic slumber.
[Email to Claire D.]
Monday 11 November at 6:41 p.m.
Subject: Wink passing
hope this mail is still valid.
I was delighted to hear from you, dear Claire.
For my part, I will celebrate one year of balancing a sentimental story, I hope it is the same for you.
What makes me write you: between two periods of work on my thesis, I devote myself to type my Journal in which I integrate my email correspondence with the most extensive by far is the one we kept. I'm just in this period (late 2000) and I find it unfortunate that one has strayed electronically ... For a friendly
resurrection, and with my most emotional memory.
[Email to Claire D.]
Tuesday, November 12 at 10:48 AM
Subject: What a great project
project, indeed! Choose Israel as a living, even at term, meets unfailing motivation. I am not surprised at the willingness to change your house, this long simmering. You keep this email address there and would you accept that it is linked emailstolaire ? The phrase "God bless you" is necessary, even from an agnostic like me. I wish you the most beautiful, softer sentimental harmonies, and if a toddler in your relationship emerges, it will be as fantastic for you. From my side, the fiber paternal maturing ... Where will you live, what will you do in this country? ... My curiosity gets the upper frantic ... Finally, find yourself in love with Yves brings a happy result of our correspondence via the Internet so that focused on troubles related to this story beset by turmoil. Always renewed pleasure to read you. I embrace you. Tuesday, November 13
The inertial mammoth of Education does unencumbered effective management of the payment of those he used. Last June, I watched various tests: while the staff of the public is paid at the rate of school hours, we have to beg other private reimbursement of expenses incurred. To this day, still nothing on the account! Application packages submitted in June, it looks like a Soviet treatment! Thursday, November 14, 0:15
Hail Muhammad!
murmurs of nature spin on the place of Europe, forcing the leaves to a ballet improvised. My BB I was drowsy and slows my sleep by this attractive slide inked.
The world is really not nice: terrorism has never been as threatening to European countries, according to all intelligence agencies. The bin Laden will put together a bloody Christmas, with fireplaces bombs, party favors and gifts poisonous chemicals. The icon motivates Islamist nerds around the globe and has already won the battle media-historical set itself up as one of the figureheads of the worst in the twenty-first century ... and yet we are only beginning. Long after his death carnal, cerebral, it will survive much more powerful in the heart of tens of thousands of Muslim extremists. It should not be that the contagion Benladen wins called moderate Muslims : otherwise we would have in France the most terrible civil wars, surpassing in horror the worst predictions of the extreme right. Hope this fantasy remains marginal to the hardliners.
Humanity sniffs increasingly disgusting carrion. A good storm to clear his bowel movements daily shelled by Big Media, would claim the grumpy service. The smoothness of
Clairefontaine can not hide the rasp of the world. Sunday, November 17
Late one afternoon for this studious Lord's day, when my BB has gone to the movies. The fifth of December, we celebrate a year of virtual life together, and the agreement does not falter. Me so wild, so unsatisfied, so fickle in love, I see a path extended by his side.
Yesterday, I along with cousins for the birthday of their daughter Marion (ten years) she is the godmother. Nice bright meeting, but stretching a bit too much with the kind of conversation rekindling my misanthropic fiber: the car journeys, criticized the backwoods, the stories ... corny exchanges on space and surface without depth. Despite the liveliness of humor husband, I quickly expected time of departure. Unable real bond with these people point contemptuous ruling, but the finding of two irreconcilable worlds intellectuals. Maybe I was also motivated to develop seduce the conversation one of the hosts. If, in the face, I can not feed remarks, I confine myself to the posture of political control. To make my
roundtrips between writing my Journal and reading than Leautaud between practitioner and theorist of writing diarist, I give more relief felt at my approach. Many of his thoughts by their natural delight me to take down the good-thinking. I'm not sure if the same inspirations incisors.
The few breaks granted in 2000 to tap me back into a bleak psychological state: I would probably force the trait that demotivation by general romping. The gag
editorial continues as expected: still not received the publishing contract for publishing the Hash .
Monday, November 18, 11:20 p.m.
The media excitement about the inspection in Iraq on a UN resolution will intensify until December 8, when Saddam Hussein, or One of his three doubles, the UN inspectors will submit a list of military sites. Between attacks and threatening war plan, our year-end announces no hope of a better humanity. The serenity of life should be more accessible when the all-wave information will not give its desperate the misfortunes of the world.
Forgot to note my desk, a few days ago, a map of Sander, A. Wife, which, beyond the niceties agreed, would retrieve some books I have on deposit with me, including Lagarde and Michard! No reference to my card wishing them best wishes for happiness ... His penchant materialist is doing well anyway. I moved to BB they are invited to dine with me occasionally, but eventually I'll just a quick interview with replacement works. I started to Sander's proposal to release four months ago, she never revived. His only events in my area have essentially held the past two years, with specific physical needs. I do not feel enough affection for, each time the boost friendly. So I leave the initiative. Even
motivation for Estelle F. which, since its sentimental story, a distended or destroyed, the friendly relations emerging.
Finally, a good cleaning to make acquaintances in the artificial: the Estelle, Amelia, Chris, Emily - both pairs faced each other one year in Royan with Karl - the Muriel and Marjorie Annie Park friendly without fidelity. Time must be the sole guarantor of the quality of relationships began. Lyon has allowed me the link with real friends, and reliable volunteers: Elo and Jerome and Eddy Bonny, Marie-Noëlle ...
Tuesday, November 19
Following medical investigations to discover the cause of acute headache Elo She was admitted to hospital neurological Boulevard Pinel. I have to go early in the afternoon (Shaina will present) for supporting a tad in this new event. Hopefully the lumbar puncture will reveal the origin of these evils.
23.40. My BB still at work on the backup that night. A tender thought for her. Seen
Elo and his mother at the Neurological Hospital of Lyon, a huge complex care. My favorite student a little pale, but apparently cheerful by my presence and my de-stressing déconnages . It is found in unit 402, bed 13 in a large room for two. Facing it, a nice lady with involuntary head movements. We are witnessing the interrogation of classic house, then go out for a sounding body. The biopsy will take place tomorrow, followed by a capital of twenty-four hours. With a character as eager and bubbling, the event is well in the second part of the stay for Elo. Jerome joined us late afternoon we will leave them both so they can enjoy a bit of a head-to-head before intervention.
During the afternoon, two or three occasions, Mrs. F. gratifies me kindness for my impact on the female gender to the point that I perceive as a slight mistrust vis-à-vis BB. He will try to understand that behind the scenes through Elo later ...
Wednesday, November 20
So I gave private lessons in French, This morning, a thrust of my thesis came to me demonstrate that Journal of Literary Leautaud has the status of a work in itself and, through him, the kind diarist, in the sense that reading may be sufficient in itself in the evidence adduced, it is not necessary to check or supplement the outside. Autarkic field determined by the subjectivity of the person holding it is enough to make autonomous real writing that draws its material yet. The novel takes imaginative excuse the prism, the newspaper claims its piecemeal approach and orientation.
The barbarism of religious Israelis to Palestinians in the Middle East to Catholics and Protestants in Belfast, shows the appalling danger of submitting to an ideology, whatever it is, and not only live through it . This is the first of the immaturity of the human species. Thursday, November 21
This afternoon, another way to hospital for neurological follow after lumbar puncture Elo. Cover my BB, we discover a patient invigorated, almost rosy cheeks, the sweet Shaina at his side. Good time split, focusing by a frenzied game of chess (with a strategy of mutual carnage!) between Elo and me. Enough to overheat the cerebrospinal fluid! She leaves tomorrow and will spend a weekend pampering Saint-Cyr, with a Jerome Care, parents are invited (with supplies necessary) in a commune of the Aisne to celebrate the Beaujolais.
Yesterday message on my mobile Heim. His appeal concerned a thing that I have received ... maybe, finally! a copy of Hash before printing!
[Email to Heim]
Thursday, November 21 at 8:21 p.m.
Re: Following the message Dear
Heim
I hope you did not suffer too much of a nuisance conditions, as your health improves and business is always good.
I have so far received nothing, contrary to what your post suggested.
For a telephone appointment on weekdays, I can be available on Thursday afternoon next week, more the following week.
I embrace. Friday, November 22
Another manifestation of Heim which proves that we have at all the same perspective in relation to each other. I waited a publishing contract promised, even a exemplary prototype Hash (since yesterday told me, by message, a packet): I get two of its new publishing activities. History of Au and The pile chauvache !
Bad news: Elo remains hospitalized this weekend following the discovery, in the sample, a problem that can lead to viral meningitis. Draconian requiring care in maintaining its unity neurological. I will spend tomorrow afternoon to visit her after waking up my BB that works all night this weekend.
Correction: Sander was on the phone And if she did not notice my invitation to meetings of torque at torque, this reflects the wishes of her husband, which can easily be understood. Estelle was on the phone after email reply to my message. Both professional and romantic do not go better, which explains its folding and the absence of news. Very happy to have me, I invited her to come to Lyon in mid or late December. Continued ...
I found the Red Lions , pub street haberdasher, Eddy and Bonny (who sings) from 23 o'clock tonight. An output joyful, but without my tender. Saturday, November 23
In the late morning Sander, A. bride, who goes home to retrieve some books in my possession (the collection Lagarde and Michard and a Bled). Probably a familial tendency to the primacy of material, even before any psychological consideration. His research Mad fan that I hold, Sander expressed myself and I intend to return. Not the plume let me for services rendered and past affection. Not bad, but bad.
Sander left with his belongings. Pleasure to see her and have a few scattered new: the quarrel with her aunt until the jealous hatred, marriage of Jean-Philippe D. Some time after the suicide of a former problem, his research career of a medical office, etc.. She tells me the reason for the refusal of her husband in a continuation of a friendly relationship with her: I appear as the past love who counted my academic profile and creates an inferiority complex in the young man (owner of a BTS and a diploma in health visitor). A form of respect to each other far from my standards. So I sneak away to the survival of their marriage.
Wonderful evening with Eddy, Bonny, BC (one of their friends), and Sabrina Marie (two women met in joyous Red Lions . Beautiful band of déconnage high volley that ended at six o'clock in the morning.
19.30. Back from the hospital. Phase injections by drip infusion of various products to improve the health of Elo. The catch: a quality that makes the average venous installation drug stuff tricky; also suffers Elo martyr burns caused by intravenous fluids such care. Sunday, November 24
A sleep alone, having breakfast on the images recorded by Nicolas Hulot aside before a household imposed. Great intelligence, mixing reactivity judiciously and unalterable attachment to beliefs vital for humanity. Learned, for the record, that Mr. Hulot Tati was none other than her grandfather an architect.
murmurs of nature spin on the place of Europe, forcing the leaves to a ballet improvised. My BB I was drowsy and slows my sleep by this attractive slide inked.
The world is really not nice: terrorism has never been as threatening to European countries, according to all intelligence agencies. The bin Laden will put together a bloody Christmas, with fireplaces bombs, party favors and gifts poisonous chemicals. The icon motivates Islamist nerds around the globe and has already won the battle media-historical set itself up as one of the figureheads of the worst in the twenty-first century ... and yet we are only beginning. Long after his death carnal, cerebral, it will survive much more powerful in the heart of tens of thousands of Muslim extremists. It should not be that the contagion Benladen wins called moderate Muslims : otherwise we would have in France the most terrible civil wars, surpassing in horror the worst predictions of the extreme right. Hope this fantasy remains marginal to the hardliners.
Humanity sniffs increasingly disgusting carrion. A good storm to clear his bowel movements daily shelled by Big Media, would claim the grumpy service. The smoothness of
Clairefontaine can not hide the rasp of the world. Sunday, November 17
Late one afternoon for this studious Lord's day, when my BB has gone to the movies. The fifth of December, we celebrate a year of virtual life together, and the agreement does not falter. Me so wild, so unsatisfied, so fickle in love, I see a path extended by his side.
Yesterday, I along with cousins for the birthday of their daughter Marion (ten years) she is the godmother. Nice bright meeting, but stretching a bit too much with the kind of conversation rekindling my misanthropic fiber: the car journeys, criticized the backwoods, the stories ... corny exchanges on space and surface without depth. Despite the liveliness of humor husband, I quickly expected time of departure. Unable real bond with these people point contemptuous ruling, but the finding of two irreconcilable worlds intellectuals. Maybe I was also motivated to develop seduce the conversation one of the hosts. If, in the face, I can not feed remarks, I confine myself to the posture of political control. To make my
roundtrips between writing my Journal and reading than Leautaud between practitioner and theorist of writing diarist, I give more relief felt at my approach. Many of his thoughts by their natural delight me to take down the good-thinking. I'm not sure if the same inspirations incisors.
The few breaks granted in 2000 to tap me back into a bleak psychological state: I would probably force the trait that demotivation by general romping. The gag
editorial continues as expected: still not received the publishing contract for publishing the Hash .
Monday, November 18, 11:20 p.m.
The media excitement about the inspection in Iraq on a UN resolution will intensify until December 8, when Saddam Hussein, or One of his three doubles, the UN inspectors will submit a list of military sites. Between attacks and threatening war plan, our year-end announces no hope of a better humanity. The serenity of life should be more accessible when the all-wave information will not give its desperate the misfortunes of the world. Forgot to note my desk, a few days ago, a map of Sander, A. Wife, which, beyond the niceties agreed, would retrieve some books I have on deposit with me, including Lagarde and Michard! No reference to my card wishing them best wishes for happiness ... His penchant materialist is doing well anyway. I moved to BB they are invited to dine with me occasionally, but eventually I'll just a quick interview with replacement works. I started to Sander's proposal to release four months ago, she never revived. His only events in my area have essentially held the past two years, with specific physical needs. I do not feel enough affection for, each time the boost friendly. So I leave the initiative. Even
motivation for Estelle F. which, since its sentimental story, a distended or destroyed, the friendly relations emerging.
Finally, a good cleaning to make acquaintances in the artificial: the Estelle, Amelia, Chris, Emily - both pairs faced each other one year in Royan with Karl - the Muriel and Marjorie Annie Park friendly without fidelity. Time must be the sole guarantor of the quality of relationships began. Lyon has allowed me the link with real friends, and reliable volunteers: Elo and Jerome and Eddy Bonny, Marie-Noëlle ...
Tuesday, November 19
Following medical investigations to discover the cause of acute headache Elo She was admitted to hospital neurological Boulevard Pinel. I have to go early in the afternoon (Shaina will present) for supporting a tad in this new event. Hopefully the lumbar puncture will reveal the origin of these evils.
23.40. My BB still at work on the backup that night. A tender thought for her. Seen
Elo and his mother at the Neurological Hospital of Lyon, a huge complex care. My favorite student a little pale, but apparently cheerful by my presence and my de-stressing déconnages . It is found in unit 402, bed 13 in a large room for two. Facing it, a nice lady with involuntary head movements. We are witnessing the interrogation of classic house, then go out for a sounding body. The biopsy will take place tomorrow, followed by a capital of twenty-four hours. With a character as eager and bubbling, the event is well in the second part of the stay for Elo. Jerome joined us late afternoon we will leave them both so they can enjoy a bit of a head-to-head before intervention.
During the afternoon, two or three occasions, Mrs. F. gratifies me kindness for my impact on the female gender to the point that I perceive as a slight mistrust vis-à-vis BB. He will try to understand that behind the scenes through Elo later ...
Wednesday, November 20
So I gave private lessons in French, This morning, a thrust of my thesis came to me demonstrate that Journal of Literary Leautaud has the status of a work in itself and, through him, the kind diarist, in the sense that reading may be sufficient in itself in the evidence adduced, it is not necessary to check or supplement the outside. Autarkic field determined by the subjectivity of the person holding it is enough to make autonomous real writing that draws its material yet. The novel takes imaginative excuse the prism, the newspaper claims its piecemeal approach and orientation.
The barbarism of religious Israelis to Palestinians in the Middle East to Catholics and Protestants in Belfast, shows the appalling danger of submitting to an ideology, whatever it is, and not only live through it . This is the first of the immaturity of the human species. Thursday, November 21
This afternoon, another way to hospital for neurological follow after lumbar puncture Elo. Cover my BB, we discover a patient invigorated, almost rosy cheeks, the sweet Shaina at his side. Good time split, focusing by a frenzied game of chess (with a strategy of mutual carnage!) between Elo and me. Enough to overheat the cerebrospinal fluid! She leaves tomorrow and will spend a weekend pampering Saint-Cyr, with a Jerome Care, parents are invited (with supplies necessary) in a commune of the Aisne to celebrate the Beaujolais.
Yesterday message on my mobile Heim. His appeal concerned a thing that I have received ... maybe, finally! a copy of Hash before printing!
[Email to Heim]
Thursday, November 21 at 8:21 p.m.
Re: Following the message Dear
Heim
I hope you did not suffer too much of a nuisance conditions, as your health improves and business is always good.
I have so far received nothing, contrary to what your post suggested.
For a telephone appointment on weekdays, I can be available on Thursday afternoon next week, more the following week.
I embrace. Friday, November 22
Another manifestation of Heim which proves that we have at all the same perspective in relation to each other. I waited a publishing contract promised, even a exemplary prototype Hash (since yesterday told me, by message, a packet): I get two of its new publishing activities. History of Au and The pile chauvache !
Bad news: Elo remains hospitalized this weekend following the discovery, in the sample, a problem that can lead to viral meningitis. Draconian requiring care in maintaining its unity neurological. I will spend tomorrow afternoon to visit her after waking up my BB that works all night this weekend.
Correction: Sander was on the phone And if she did not notice my invitation to meetings of torque at torque, this reflects the wishes of her husband, which can easily be understood. Estelle was on the phone after email reply to my message. Both professional and romantic do not go better, which explains its folding and the absence of news. Very happy to have me, I invited her to come to Lyon in mid or late December. Continued ...
I found the Red Lions , pub street haberdasher, Eddy and Bonny (who sings) from 23 o'clock tonight. An output joyful, but without my tender. Saturday, November 23
In the late morning Sander, A. bride, who goes home to retrieve some books in my possession (the collection Lagarde and Michard and a Bled). Probably a familial tendency to the primacy of material, even before any psychological consideration. His research Mad fan that I hold, Sander expressed myself and I intend to return. Not the plume let me for services rendered and past affection. Not bad, but bad.
Sander left with his belongings. Pleasure to see her and have a few scattered new: the quarrel with her aunt until the jealous hatred, marriage of Jean-Philippe D. Some time after the suicide of a former problem, his research career of a medical office, etc.. She tells me the reason for the refusal of her husband in a continuation of a friendly relationship with her: I appear as the past love who counted my academic profile and creates an inferiority complex in the young man (owner of a BTS and a diploma in health visitor). A form of respect to each other far from my standards. So I sneak away to the survival of their marriage.
Wonderful evening with Eddy, Bonny, BC (one of their friends), and Sabrina Marie (two women met in joyous Red Lions . Beautiful band of déconnage high volley that ended at six o'clock in the morning.
19.30. Back from the hospital. Phase injections by drip infusion of various products to improve the health of Elo. The catch: a quality that makes the average venous installation drug stuff tricky; also suffers Elo martyr burns caused by intravenous fluids such care. Sunday, November 24
A sleep alone, having breakfast on the images recorded by Nicolas Hulot aside before a household imposed. Great intelligence, mixing reactivity judiciously and unalterable attachment to beliefs vital for humanity. Learned, for the record, that Mr. Hulot Tati was none other than her grandfather an architect.
20.30. Hospital culture of "we must suffer for the cure" has not been totally eliminated. The intention appears in the Neurological Hospital of Lyon, but Elo tells me, during my Sunday visit, the pain of yesterday could have been prevented if the caregiver had adapted to the delivery of products venous fragile land of the sick. In this case to establish a sequential transfusion and non cumulative three solutions. Incompetence, complacency, laziness? Tears of pain Elo remain as strong image of my various visits to his bedside. My BB
attack his last night of the weekend, and I bear witness here a sweet thought for her.
23:50. Finally! Boost for the release of Hash . Receiving an email asking me Heim a short biography (I realize at the time of the failure to acknowledge the memory of letters edited in 1996), a back cover and a recent photo. For reasons not to let this drag on new impulse, I sent it back by today. Next weekend I must receive a publishing contract, whereas in the beginning to make me the good will already be reached. For me to return before the end of the month if I want a release before Christmas, two years after that of my thirties who was born to see this work. Be careful, but I'm not going to deprive myself of this result may be close.
Thursday, November 28
Muhammad Hail!
Speeches very alarmist three brains tonight C in air, which I become a loyal viewer. Strikes and the threat of Al Qaeda will décoiffer. Roland Jacquard was not there to bring his information first hand, but the trio was captivated by the terror. Among them, an Algerian-born educator, deep in the heart of the suburbs difficult to recognize al'honnêteté complacent to say the least, and approval proclaimed everywhere at worst, the Muslim world in respect of the icon bin Laden. This is a version that contradicts the serenades convolution without pontificating and soporific dealt out in recent months about the alleged defiance of the vast majority (if not virtually all) Muslims on Saudi Islamist. The many recruiters of mad god operate independently, without knowing each other, in the shadow of tough neighborhoods, the famous and so long tolerated lawless areas. The impact of their indoctrination is such that they are able to convert to Islam, the most rigid of neighborhood bullies who have paid in the worst sins: drug trafficking, racketeering, theft, rape, etc.. Make them sparkle again man he can become, without adopting a critical stance on their past, it multiplies the chances of joining the ranks of future suicide bombers. And all this on our territory. Suppose that fifty thousand of them decide to spend the massacre to the blind chaos of civil war threatens our way of life and the foundations of society. He would then see them on the front line all humanists tolerant soft underbelly.
